Love is abt give& take!

I just got back from AMK Hub. Its rather boring there. Went there with mum, aunt& bro. Was suppose to get some clothes or shoes, but end up we bought nth but lots of FOOD! OMG! I'm so tempted by all the stuffs that are selling at the basement of AMK Hub. The food there is damn nice can?! Eating is my hobby! =/ But I need to cut down on my food as I'm growing side ways nowadays. Wonder when can I get back the figure I use to have. Although not v.skinny, but I'm v.contented with it. Hahas.

Anw, I did not meet my Precious Darling today as he is busy doing some stuffs at Adrian house. Nvm. I wonder how is he. Hahas. We had a heart-to-heart talk last night. & as usual, I cried. I dont know why whenever I talk to him abt our stuffs, I always cry. I'm so weak man! At least I feel better after talking to him& its had been long since I last had a talk with him abt our expectation of each other. I agreed with what he had say. I really have change alot. 2years back, I'm a v.easily contented girl. I dont ask alot from him. But now, as time go pass, I just keep expecting that he will change for me. I think I'm really wrong abt that. Cause ifyou really love that person, you wont want him to change foryou, you would prefer the him, the true him. Yups, so I've decided that I shall not force him anymore. I'll try to understand him& change back to the usual EVEONG! Hahas. Believe me I will do it! =))

Life was as usual for me. Went to meet Joanna& co. at her house. They where having mahjong session& I'm so damn bored there. Help Joanna play a few rounds end up losing =/ I nvr had luck at Joanna house. & the both of us cant help each other as we are each other jinx. LOLS! I'm having a big big big head-ache now. Hais.

HAAPY BIRTHDAY TO FANG& YOU, MY DARLING!YYY

Went to Fang's chalet after sch, nth much happen. Played 5-10 there & there whole group of us drank 3cups of plain water each!!! Aftermath, went to play poker. The person who lose have to put an ice cube in the mouth& not able to bite or spit it out. Hahahs! Many ppl have their mouth full with ice cubes. The most is 8ice cube at one go!!! BBQ-ed& home. Sorry Regina darling for not waiting for you. We will meetup real soon. No worrys. =)

To YOU: Time really flies pass fast. Faster than I can think of it. So fast, it has alrdy past a year. How I wish I could turn back the clock& be withyou like how we did 1year ago. It has been hard for me, seriously! Although I may seem like I've forgotten you, but the actual thing is that I have not. Deep down my heart, there is still a you inside. I MissYou every single day. I really do. No one will ever know how I felt the moment I have to leave you. Doyou rmb how hard I cried? Hais. Maybe you wont even rmb my existence. But still, I believe that someday, somewhere, we will still get to meet each other. Sometimes, I really regret giving you up, but think about it twice, I guess w/o me, your life will be much more exciting& much more fortunate. How I wish I could see you now. Just a glimpse will do, I dont expect much. Darling, pls rmb to takecare of yourself. Although I'm not withyou physically, but I will still be withyou mentally no matter what. I still love you asmuch as before. I swear. Twenty years, Thirty years or even a hundred years down the road, if I can live till so old, I will still rmb you& always loveyou!

Nth much happen today. My BAD BAD MOODSWING have run away a little bit. Hahahs. I hope it wont come back again. Just hope we can be back to normal again. But still, there is 1 BIG thing that is troubling me now. Hmmmmssss....

1MORE DAY TO YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!

ORAL tmr! Args! I'm so nervous can!? OMG!

Yesterday
Went to Suntec& to walk, meet up with Anna& Fangyun which is like yrs ago thingy. Wahahahahaha! Suntec is a sooooo boring place& we manage to survive at there for dont know how many hours to wait for Adrian to end work. After he end work, all of us slacked at Coffee Bean. Saw Shanel& Gerald but did not chat much. After they go off, saw XiaoGirl( I wonder if I spelled correctly.) Hahas. She is still the same. Chat for an hour or so than went home. Not a v.fruitful day! =(

Today
Just woke up from my slp. I soooo bored now can! I got nth to do. Anw, I got to thanks Regina, Jianbin& Jingwen for the corcern. Dont worry guys, I'll be fine soon. I just need time. =)

Got nth to blog abt. I'm not in any mood to do anything now. Feeling v.upset this few days& I dont know how to explain. So, dont ask. Hah!!! Anw, Thanks Regina for your comforting. Although nth better but still, THANKS!

After everything that we've been through, I thought we could last. I ever thought of FOREVER! But now, I really doubt myself. I dont know. You might say I am too sensitive, I get jealous easily, WHATEVER! I dont care. You are mine okay! I have all the rights to do so. & I told you before that I wont allow sharing. Hais. Forget it. Anw, you wont know what I'm talking abt either. Nobody will know! Cause I chose to keep it in my heart. All this heart-aches are causing me to go CRAZY! Dont wna say abt it anymore. I'll just learn to let go when the time really comes... My Heart Is Almost As Good As DIED!

Hellos Everybody! I'm so bored now. Life is so meaningless for me. I really dont know what to do. I have been going through ups& down( perhaps I would say most of it are downs) for this pass few yrs. I'm really sick& tired of my life. What shld I do man!!!

Recently, I have been thinking abt alot of things. I dont know whats wrong with me. All the unhappy things just keep flowing through my mind! I cant take it anymore. I think I'll go crazy someday! How I wish I could turn the clock back& change the history of my life. How I wish I could. I will definitely stop all the mistakes that I've made& change my life story to a better one. I'm feeling so down right now. I want be HAPPY but all the thoughts of unhapiness are making me sooooooooooooo crazy! I wna SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM& SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think I might be dying soon. HAHA! Whatever.

Ok! Suddenly, I have this thought of being alone. I guess I'm getting emo. Someone PLEASE pull me out from this deep& dark well!

I just wna lead a simple, no trouble life!

Lord, please grant me my wish!

Woohs! My blog is rotting. Wahahahahahah!!!! Havent been blogging for long. Am abit lazy to update it. Hahahs! Anw, 17Aug, was my bro's bdae so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONG JIA!

Went to sch today, was quite sad as MsMani had confirm her resignation. WE DONT HAVE A MATH TEACHER NOW! The whole class now is in a very very very moodless state! When sch just started, we keep changing Chinese teacher, after that, we keep changing Science teacher& now, WE HAVE TO CHANGE OUR MATH TEACHER! Args! I'm going crazy. Anyone can introduce me a good good tuition teacher, for Science& Math of course. I will appreciate it alot! Thankssssss!

HAPPY 1YEAR& 10MONTHS to My Darling.YYY

14 more days to your bdae yet I've found no present for you. Gosh!

Well, was suppose to have lessons with Ms Mani, Maths class. But due to a bastard, the class was cancelled. Yes, ppl might think that MsMani is not doing the right thing. I guess only the students whom she teach will understand. Nvm! Talking abt the bastard! He is a damn bloody idiot. The whole BMC knows that he& MsMani was not on good terms. He did complain& badmouthed MsMani. F! He always thinks that MsMani dont teach well& he thinks that its a waste of time. Whatever. He is banned from going to MsMani class& he knew that BUT hie went in while MsMani was teaching& said alot of things that are not meant for humans to hear. Eg. Its a waste of time coming to her class, I'm here to read magazine& the worst is: If you are not happy, I can ask mine whole family to come down& thrashed you up. WTH! Hey Guy, you might be a 25 yr old man but your thinking is like a 13 yr old small kid. & what makes you think that her lessons are of no use! If you think so dont attend her class. & do you understand the word RESPECT! She is a teacher& you are humilating her infront of the whole class. Do you even feel guilty!? You are not a Gentleman MAN! You are just nth. Dont act a big time terror infront of ppl. F! GetLost man. You are just nth but a two headed snake. We dont needyou. & do you know that because of you, MsMani will not be teaching anymore!!!! Its so near to exams time& you this bloody idiot are here to disrupt the whole thing. So what ifyou say sorry!???? Its of no point anymore! Please la, scram off& go get a life. Nobody likes you!!!

Got back my Chinese result& was totally disappointed with it. F! If I'm not wrong, its paper1 which pull me down! Args! Anw, I'm going to retake it!

Was talking to Regina just now& currently, we have the same goal. Thats to become a billionare in the future. Yes! I'm sure we will, but ofcourse I'll be the first one to be. Wahahahahah! But still I dont think it will be enough for the both of us as it seems like we always have tons& tons of clothes that we wna buy! Omg! Why everything in this world need money?! I think w/o money we still can live v.happily BUT we just cant get what we want. Whatever! Becoming a billionare will be my GOAL! Yes, I will do it. Like what Regina said, its not a dream, its a GOAL! A MUST FUFILLED GOAL!

Bf, Friends& Family Are All Impt to ME!
Esp: Regina, KaiLin, Joanna, Jianbin& Wen. Not saying that the rest are not impt. But the most impt& closes friend of mine are more impt to me! I Swear I'll always loveyou guys& be withyou all whenyou need me!
Not forgetting my BF thou. He is still impt to me!

This post is for JoannaChew& TeoKailin to see!!! Dont say I'm bad. Cause I'm v.good!!! Bwahahahahahahaahhahahahah....

Currently talking to AuntyREGINA SherAhJing! She getting more& more aunty sia. Loves to nag& nag. Hahas. & I notice that she have lots of NAMES!
From EVE: SherAhJing
From AhBin: SherJingJing
FromChunFeng: FaGao
LOLS! All the funny funny name! Omg. She must be mad if she see this post of mine. Opps! =/

Anw, went to AuntySher's house& study but end up the both of us was SLEEPING! Nth much happen. I'm currently feeling damn bored! Saw Joanna's blog& notice something. I'm not a v.good friend. So sorry my dear MeiXian. If you ask me out, I'll be there. I promised! You're always in my best friend list. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

I just got back home from some birthday party. Its quite bored. Hahs. I got smashed by cake when I'm not even the Birthday Girl! Diaos!!!! &&& The smell sticks on to my hair even though I washed my hair twice! OMFG!!! Args! My hair STINKS!!! Anw, its Singapore's bdae too so, Happy Birthday to You! Hope we will have a better year next year. Hahs!

Okays, Miss Eve is here to blog again. Lols. I'm lame I know. Hahas. Anw, was damn suay today. The stupid bus driver of 119 missed me just now. F!!! I flag& flag but he did not stop. Args! *&^%$#@!! Whatever. Thats not the end of my suay-ness! I dropped my tissue while boarding another bus as I was toooooooo angry! Give the uncle 2 tight slap sia! Hahas! Whatever, heckcare lar! Anw, am talking to mine 2 darlings now. Ahjing& ahwen. Hahas. Long long time seens we talk. & ahbin is missing! Where areyou Mr.Low!???

& Miss.Tan, I thinkyou shld think really carefully. Its not the end of the time. Please dont regret what you've done. Although I dont support whatyou think, BUT I still will be there whenyou need me alrights? Loveyouuuuuuu.

Currently chatting with MrTay. Hahas. & he is such a bastard. LOLS. Talking to him abt some clothes thingy& He say that I'm FAT! Two tight slap give him ahs. LOL.

Well, just came back from PS. Went there to watch MONEY NO ENOUGH. Nice movie. Everyone shld watch it. & I have a new hippo. Cute ok. My Darling caught it for me. =)) Anw, am vex-ing over smth. So, not really know what to blog. Hahas. BYE!

Sunday again. Boring day!!! Went out to meet Darling for awhile than went home. Blahs. Nth much to blog abt.