Hellos Everybody! I'm so bored now. Life is so meaningless for me. I really dont know what to do. I have been going through ups& down( perhaps I would say most of it are downs) for this pass few yrs. I'm really sick& tired of my life. What shld I do man!!!

Recently, I have been thinking abt alot of things. I dont know whats wrong with me. All the unhappy things just keep flowing through my mind! I cant take it anymore. I think I'll go crazy someday! How I wish I could turn the clock back& change the history of my life. How I wish I could. I will definitely stop all the mistakes that I've made& change my life story to a better one. I'm feeling so down right now. I want be HAPPY but all the thoughts of unhapiness are making me sooooooooooooo crazy! I wna SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM& SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think I might be dying soon. HAHA! Whatever.

Ok! Suddenly, I have this thought of being alone. I guess I'm getting emo. Someone PLEASE pull me out from this deep& dark well!

I just wna lead a simple, no trouble life!

Lord, please grant me my wish!